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Immersion - to become completely involved in something, absorption coming from extensive exposure to surroundings or conditions.
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Hiroshima - Trains, motorcycles, homemade flashcards, and shoulder pads; these are some of the tools I use to fulfill my obligations. My schedule is planned down to the minute regarding work site, meals, transportation, even my training regimen. These days, my life and work are perfectly entwined so everything's the same. Central to keeping it all organized is my trusty daily planner; which, I always carry inside my waterproof shoulder bag.
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.Hiroshima - Trains, motorcycles, homemade flashcards, and shoulder pads; these are some of the tools I use to fulfill my obligations. My schedule is planned down to the minute regarding work site, meals, transportation, even my training regimen. These days, my life and work are perfectly entwined so everything's the same. Central to keeping it all organized is my trusty daily planner; which, I always carry inside my waterproof shoulder bag.
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I'm in the saddle from dawn to dusk often changing clothes, and mounts, up to four times daily; its a busy, yet satisfying, routine heavily dependent on human interaction. The biggest challenge is being in the right place at the right time; the life of a modern day Pony Express rider, just without arrows or bullets.
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Since escaping the world of the, typical, nine to five job I've become a free agent allocating my time to assorted contractual agreements; this situation has afforded me the flexibility to merge my working situations with my own interests. I've since discovered, irregular income is par for this course.
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In early 2002, I sold my house, quit my job, and moved to Japan. After spending two years working at a local Hiroshima company I jumped ship and started teaching in local schools. By the spring of 2005 I'd fell into the rabbit hole of coaching high school football; which, strangely enough, turned out to be exactly what I needed. Reenergized from being constantly surrounded by youth, and a simplified purpose, I settled into a busy routine of teaching to make money and coaching football to give it all away; so far, altogether, it's been the hardest, most satisfying, work I've been lucky enough to get.
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The teaching and coaching situations I stumbled across aren't really jobs in the typical sense; mostly, they're underserved local needs that nobody really wants that I just happen to be capable of fulfilling. I've known for quite some time that one, all consuming, job was way too confining for me. Over the years, I've come to realize there's a lot more to living life than chasing a buck.
The teaching and coaching situations I stumbled across aren't really jobs in the typical sense; mostly, they're underserved local needs that nobody really wants that I just happen to be capable of fulfilling. I've known for quite some time that one, all consuming, job was way too confining for me. Over the years, I've come to realize there's a lot more to living life than chasing a buck.
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After many years of working in various occupations, I vowed to try to live more purposefully and, of course, to do so I had to reevaluate some of my priorities and long held beliefs. Consequently, these days, I'm content and much of what I do aligns with how I aspire to live. I'm now of the opinion that, sometimes, we're all better off following our own compass.
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.T The local San'yō-honsen train One of many iron horses that I ride daily Hiroshima, Japan |
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Shintoku High School (2004) Hiroshima, Japan |
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On Fridays, as a result of having the afternoon off from coaching football, I have a couple hours of free time after finishing my teaching assignment. With an eye towards efficiency, I came up with the idea of integrating my cardio training into my homeward commute; this is done by getting off of a homeward bound train at a train station of my choosing and running towards the next station in the same direction.
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Refreshed from my long nap on the train I head over to the shanty town where, hopefully, I'll be reunited with my illegally parked bicycle. Once I arrive at home, I eat and change into athletic gear. I now have three clothing changes remaining in the day; once at the practice field before football practice and again just before riding over to my evening teaching assignment; and finally, the last clothing change in the evening at the gym before weight training.
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Since I'm more of a sprinter than a long distance runner I, typically, break up the distances between train stations into shorter, training specific, routines that match the characteristics of the terrain. In hilly, mountainous, areas I usually sprint portions of the uphill sections and jog the flat areas. Because sprinting uphill is strenuous (anaerobic) I often use the downhill grades for recovery. No matter where I am on the course, every ten minutes or so, I stop somewhere roadside to do push-ups.
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Hongo, Japan
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From top to bottom that's one hundred
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For motivation, I use my imagination to free me of reality's limitations; the possibilities are endless. Perhaps, I'll relive my younger days with a sprint to a distant end zone, or maybe I'll think of myself as something non-human; a cheetah running down a gazelle, or a WWII era destroyer cutting through the stormy North Atlantic. On uphill grades I may become a piston-engined fighter plane racing from sea level to twenty thousand feet to intercept the enemy; only, instead of a supercharged V-12, I have lungs and legs.
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Northern France (1944) - On the return trip from Berlin my P-51 is running on fumes with fifty miles to go; its risky to cross the English Channel low on fuel during winter. If I had to ditch, I wouldn't survive very long in the frigid channel. Then, as I scan the French countryside for someplace to make an emergency landing, I sight a small airfield adjacent to a rural train station.
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My fuel reserve reads zero but I circle the airfield to ensure there are no hostile forces present. My fuel starved V-12 sputters as I descend. Just as my landing gear touches the tarmac my engine cuts off. Out of fuel and unable to taxi, I have to walk the entire length of the airfield towards the station platform. As I climb from my cockpit, I see the airfield appears as if its been recently abandoned. Aside my Mustang, the only aircraft present are a stripped P-47 and a B-17 missing a rear stabilizer.
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It felt strange being on the train platform alone; only a month ago this station was filled with Allied troops boarding southbound trains in pursuit of a steadily retreating enemy. Suddenly, I hear the rumble of artillery in the distance; it seemed to come from the north, towards the English Channel. That can't be. We've had the enemy on the run for a month and driven them southeast as far as Luxembourg. Perhaps they'd recently counter attacked and already overran the airfield? A chill came over me as I realized, at that moment, I may be standing in the cross hairs of a distant sniper. then, much to my relief, I hear the familiar sound of an Allied steam locomotive approaching from the southeast.
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The train lurches to a stop at the platform. I sense the passengers watching me as I board and make my way down the aisle; as a fighter pilot I'm accustomed to this kind of attention. Perhaps, they're admiring the uniform; after I'm seated reality kicks in. I open my eyes and its 3:45 in the afternoon and I'm sitting inside of an empty train at the Hiroshima Station platform and the cleaning staff are vacuuming the aisle. I must have been dreaming. Panicked, I grab my belongings and dash out the train. Luckily, Hiroshima Station is the last stop on the line.
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Enjoy the sights as you run |
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Running between train stations is a good way to see little things that often go unnoticed from the window of a speeding train. In rural Japan, sights can vary from local seasonal agriculture to the daily minutia of small town life; rice fields, rickety old houses, and streets devoid of youth
are hints into local culture. Having run in so many different places it was inevitable that I'd encounter some local residents.
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Close encounters...
Fuchu, Japan - It was late in the afternoon and I'd just finished struggling through a long and hot run and I was searching for the local train station in an unfamiliar town. The streets were all deserted except for an elderly man I saw in the distance.
The elderly gentleman, who looked to be in his mid to late 80's, was walking very slowly in a slouched posture; we were approaching one another from opposite directions on opposite sides of the street when, suddenly, he veered towards me. Naturally, being an American, I interpreted this as a potentially hostile act; which triggered my fight or flight instinct, so I quickly sized the old man up and pondered whether or not I should to try to outrun him, or just dropkick him in his chest.
As I waffled between my options the old man closed the distance between us. Before I knew it he was standing in my path; then he inquired, in what probably was the only English he could muster: “Where are you come from?” I paused, while struggling to suppress the combined humor and indignity of being addressed so informally. Then, without answering the old man's question, I asked him the exact same question in Japanese; to which he replied “I cannot English,” then he turned and shuffled away.
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I typically rise at 4:40 am to catch the 5:50 train to Tabuse Town in Yamaguchi Prefecture. At this early hour, everything is done by routine so my brain use is minimized; out of bed, fifteen paces to bathroom, right hand to light switch, etcetera. After finishing off my oatmeal and orange juice I'm out the door.
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It's still dark out as I roll my bicycle from underneath my apartment building. The streets are deserted except for the black taxis darting about. Every morning, at the crack of dawn, I pedal the exact same route to the local train station. I gave up the sleek sports car I owned in America for this; the peace and tranquility of a five minute bike ride. It's a pleasant change from lip reading profanity in rush hour traffic.
.....Whenever I have to go to Hiroshima Station for anything I stash my bicycle somewhere near the post office; actually, the bicycle is hidden in plain sight. In space challenged Japan, there are designated bicycle parking areas near most urban stations but since they're neither free, nor convenient, I never use them.
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The area where I keep my bicycle during the day can best be described as a shanty town; the atmosphere there is a hint into local after hours culture. Stray cats flatten themselves and track my eyes as I pass and rickety buildings line the narrow thoroughfares; the numerous sake bottles on the door stoops indicate this place comes to life after dark.
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At this early hour the area around Hiroshima Station is desolate except for some stray cats and a couple drunks. In another hour or so the entire area will erupt with a steady exodus of salarymen, office workers, and students. As always, I'm going against the flow.
.Its 5:35 am and there are short lines of commuters standing on the platform awaiting the first westbound train. When the train pulls in the crowd surges prematurely; this annoys me. At this early hour the trains are empty so there's no need to push; although, over time, I'd learn, it's part of local culture to press one's self against a train's unopened doors.
.To me, boarding trains in Japan is not unlike the running of the bulls in Spain; from the moment you enter the train station turnstile it's a struggle for survival. When I first arrived in Japan I was taken aback by the bees entering the beehive dynamic ensued whenever I boarded public transportation. Without fail, if I was waiting to board a bus, or a train, and there was a even sliver of space between me and the person in front of me, someone would come along and interpret that space as an open invitation and stake a claim on it. Oddly, it seems the local middle aged women, or "obachan," are the main perpetrators of this behavior.
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Hiroshima Station platform 5:30 am
Before moving to Japan I'd lived and worked in a number of different places in the United States and had always commuted by car. Having driven in some of the bigger, more congested, cities I've witnessed the behavioral depths to which humans can descend while driving so, for me, "rush hour" means combat. I've survived some of America's most hellish commutes (Los Angeles, Atlanta, Philadelphia, and Washington D.C.) and wanted no part of big city life overseas. Before accepting my work assignment in Japan I was asked if I had a preference for where I wanted to live; my response, "not Tokyo or Osaka." Silly me; I was moving to one of the most heavily populated countries on the planet and thought I could avoid crowds.
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Most mornings I'm one of the first commuters on the station platform and happened to be at the front of the line this particular
day. At 5:35 am sharp the first train bound for Yamaguchi Prefecture pulled up to the platform; the hydraulic doors parted and the crowd
surged. I bolted through the train's doorway, simultaneously, stiff-arming the salaryman to my left. Then I made a hard cut to the right and accelerated towards one of two remaining empty seats.
That's when the middle aged woman somewhere behind me made her move. As I removed my shoulder bag and prepared to sit the woman executed a "Hail
Mary," launching her duffel bag over two rows of occupied seats, into the seat I was preparing to sit in. When her bag landed in front of me I was stunned causing me to lose precious seconds.
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I quickly regrouped and whirled towards the last remaining vacant seat when, out of the blue, a young girl in a school uniform slithered past me into
the last vacant seat; she'd contorted her small frame, backpack and all, through the
narrowest of gaps to claim her prize. As the train started to move the girl just sat there pokerfaced, looking straight ahead as if it were just another day on the
playground. I sulked back towards the "stand up loser" area of the
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Hiroshima City to Tabuse Town, Yamaguchi Prefecture a ninety minute train ride |
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The long ride to Tabuse is relaxing; the sights of the Seto Inland Sea, with the numerous islands and fishing villages along the route, have a calming effect. I pods and coffee make the journey pleasant.
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Tabuse is roughly fifty miles from Hiroshima City; the train ride takes ninety minutes and there are thirty or so stops along the route. During the winter, it's a journey comprised of long periods of warm comfort punctuated by frigid blasts of air whenever the train's doors open; its impossible not to fall asleep on a cold winter morning.
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Tabuse is roughly fifty miles from Hiroshima City; the train ride takes ninety minutes and there are thirty or so stops along the route. During the winter, it's a journey comprised of long periods of warm comfort punctuated by frigid blasts of air whenever the train's doors open; its impossible not to fall asleep on a cold winter morning.
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In Japan, trains are brutally efficient stopping for a mere thirty seconds at every stop. When I first started commuting by train my biggest fear was to be asleep when it arrived at my destination. As a result, I'd panic whenever I heard the sound of the train's hydraulic doors; when they open they make a distinctive "hiss" followed by a "clunk." For me, the "hiss" served as an alarm clock and it went off seventy-five times each and every morning. .
Like clockwork, within minutes after boarding I'm rocked to sleep in the train's cushy heated seats. Then, minutes later, Hisss! Clunk! Frantic, and still half asleep, I dash towards the nearest exit, bulldozing women and children in the process; then I pause at the open doorway, uncommitted, yet prepared to leap, eyes squinting in an effort to quickly recognize a sign or familiar landmark. When I realize it isn't my stop I slink back to my seat.
When I arrive in Tabuse, thinking stops and everything goes to automatic. Depending on my schedule, I'll either drive to one of five local elementary schools, or I'll walk to a nearby junior high school; in either case, I'll teach until mid-day. There is a company car kept in the train station parking lot for my use when I need to drive.
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On the days I'm scheduled to teach in one of the five elementary schools, I spend a few minutes in the train station parking lot organizing the day's lesson cards. As a rule, there's no margin for error in Japan because, lateness is punishable by death.
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On the days I'm scheduled to teach in one of the five elementary schools, I spend a few minutes in the train station parking lot organizing the day's lesson cards. As a rule, there's no margin for error in Japan because, lateness is punishable by death.
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In rural elementary schools the class sizes can vary from four to forty students and requires the use of multiple visual aids, setting up blackboards and rearranging of the classroom; all of this has to be done beforehand, up to four times a day, within a five minute window between classes, in the presence of numerous excited kids. Amazingly, the host school teachers seem to be under the impression that this type of preparation occurs via osmosis.
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In spite of my minimal Japanese language ability, the very youngest students always try to communicate with me on sight because they have no fear. As their new teacher, I'm their toy and that's just how it is. As I start my preparation two kids attempt to wrestle me, a third kid jumps on my back and covers my eyes with his hands. Smelling blood in the water, two sixth grade boys approach and demand that I hand over whatever candy I possess, to which I reply "I don't have any." Then, in a flash, six hands start rifling through my pockets while I have only two hands to defend with. Luckily, the chocolate I purchased earlier that morning is hidden in my sock.
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In spite of my minimal Japanese language ability, the very youngest students always try to communicate with me on sight because they have no fear. As their new teacher, I'm their toy and that's just how it is. As I start my preparation two kids attempt to wrestle me, a third kid jumps on my back and covers my eyes with his hands. Smelling blood in the water, two sixth grade boys approach and demand that I hand over whatever candy I possess, to which I reply "I don't have any." Then, in a flash, six hands start rifling through my pockets while I have only two hands to defend with. Luckily, the chocolate I purchased earlier that morning is hidden in my sock.
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11th graders Sogogijutsu High School - Mihara |
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After finishing my last class I bolt from the classroom, hop into my egg shaped company car, and make a beeline back towards Tabuse Station. Within minutes, I screech into Tabuse Station's long term parking area and dash to the platform on a dead run.
Reversing course: 1:59 pm
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My homeward ride is another ninety minutes of nodding
off and waking to the intermittent clatter of hydraulic doors. I'm unconcerned about
oversleeping on the return trip because Hiroshima Station is the last stop. At exactly 3:30 pm the train pulls into Hiroshima Station, the hydraulic doors part, and a mass of humanity
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Hiroshima Station is packed during business hours.
I've always disliked crowds but I discovered that jostling through them is just part of life in Japan. Right on cue, as I make my way through the
masses towards a stairwell I take a blow to my left shoulder; unfazed, I just shuffle along like everyone else. Like most urban transportation hubs,
Hiroshima Station is used by a variety of commuters, most of whom, are going about their daily routines. As with most urban transportation hubs there are pockets of eccentrics
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.The informal agreement between the young athletes, students, and I specifies I only answer to them. Basically, its little or no compensation and no promises; I'll just ride the horse until I fall out of the saddle.
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The original Pony Express (1860 - 1861)
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The Pony Express route was 1,900 miles long |
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The Pony Express began on April 3, 1860 and ran for 16 months |
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